The purpose behind all of the fasting and praying was to center the new converts in a Christian life. In the same way, the sponsors (and eventually the entire flock) would also be re-centered around Christ and their commitment to Christian living. That's what I love about Ash Wednesday. It is a counter-cultural move by the Church saying, "We are declaring our allegiance to Christ." On Ash Wednesday we admit that we have messed up. We acknowledge our own sinfulness, both individually and as a congregation. We recognize that we only have one life and we determinedly want to live it according to God's desire for us and not for ourselves.
As a member of the laity I didn't always "get it." I attended Ash Wednesday services and allowed the pastor to smear my forehead with ashes. I was told "from dust you came, to dust you shall return...repent and believe the gospel." I allowed myself to be moved towards a more Christ centered life, but I didn't think beyond myself. I didn't think about the wider community of Christ.
But as a pastor, all of that has changed. There is something humbling about looking my parishioners in the eye and declaring to them that they are mortal. There is something deeply emotional about extolling them to repent and to believe the gospel. Each time that I smudge a person with those former palm branches, it's a sacred moment. I feel a connection to the person that I don't feel at other times. Perhaps it's through our shared repentance, our communal declarations of unfaithfulness, that our spirits are connected. I can't put into words what I feel, but I know that God is meeting us individually and corporately in those ashes.
A few months ago I heard a song played on EWTN that intrigued me. I heard it a few more times after that. It was such a beautiful song that I began to research what it was. I finally discovered that the song I had been hearing is a prayer that had been put to music. It is the prayer known as the Chaplet of Divine Mercy. This song is the epitome of the Lenten journey. The words of the song cry out to God to remember the body and blood of Christ and because of his sacrifice to "have mercy on us and on the whole world." You see, Lent is not about us. It is about sacrifice, fasting, prayer, re-centering...essentially it is about God and our relationship with him.
Whatever you are doing during this season of Lent, may the LORD bless that endeavor. I sincerely hope that God uses this season of fasting to recenter each one of us for ministry, discipleship, and spiritual growth. Until next time...
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